tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073070231656785685.post544045953432088037..comments2013-04-06T11:33:45.136-07:00Comments on Our Forever Family: Some Days It Just HurtsStephaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05477545476387446358noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073070231656785685.post-91664933220241568922011-11-18T10:35:16.377-08:002011-11-18T10:35:16.377-08:00Sweetie I know EXACTLY how you feel. I just know t...Sweetie I know EXACTLY how you feel. I just know that I'm supposed to have one more child. Cancer destroyed my chances of producing a child of my body but it did NOT take the ability to have a child of my heart. Often times I see individuals with children that I feel should not have children or even kids having kids and I can't help but lament at the unfairness I feel deep down. I wanted 4 kids but the Lord blessed me with one. You and I both know that if Cameron hadn't come along when he did I would be childless and for that I am ETERNALLY grateful. People often tell me to be thankful for the one I have because there are those that cannot have children of their own. I am thankful more than most could begin to comprehend. However, in my heart I feel like someone is missing. To which some have said I am grieving over my lost children. Yes, I do grieve but I know with my whole being that my daughter is out there and eventually she will come home. I don't know when but I know it WILL happen. Sorry for the mini novel but I just had to let you know that I do know how your heart aches right now. Like you said, it'll happen on God's time which, more often than not, doesn't exactly correlate with our own desired time table. Hang in there sweetie! If you ever want to talk I'm here for you always. Love you!<br />AddieAddiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14833157753366164880noreply@blogger.com